(amazed at the architecture in here)
Wow... so this is what your mind looks like... Interesting. Anyways, before you vanish me from here by waking up, let me get to it. ... Last night when you were saying your prayers and you got to the part where you were praying for your future soulmate, did you envision this person as someone you've never met/seen before, or is it someone that you already know? I only ask because I envision both types too, it really just depends on: the day I'm having, the songs I listen to, the movies I watch, and the thoughts I have imagining you. … But when you're envisioning this soulmate that you know and believe that the Lord has made specifical just for you, do you feel that this person will be everything that you prayed for? And more? … I pray you’re as wise as your mother’s mother’s mother would want you to be. This way you can easily decern between needs and wants. You know what you need, and you know what you want. You read Psalm 37: 4, and you read Philippians 4: 19. I just hope and pray that you’re my last 21 verses of Proverbs. … As we continue to sit and wait on God’s timing like we’ve done our whole lives, I will still make this little confession to you… "I don't know how much longer I have to wait to figure out who you are, but I will, because you are worth it". Now, let me tell you about this potential. Fortunately for you, no matter what stage of life you'll be in, while we are together, I'll always be able to see the potential in you. Even though I imagine you as this close to perfect human being, I still know that you'll always be able to become better, which truly fascinates me. I could never get tired or grow weary of you in this sense. Do you understand? … Now with that, potential can also be catastrophic, just like the storms that brew up in the gulf where I'm from. Potential sometimes creates expectations, some of which may never be met. But once again, you know what you need, and you know what you want. You know that we still have the “potential” to be: everything? or nothing at all?, best friends? or just friends?, mere imagination to one another? or … actual soulmates?? … I don't know, but this brutalist designed hotel lobby is starting to disintegrate, which means this dream is about to end. So, I'll just wait until the next time our minds sync up like this again to finish with my proposal, and don’t worry, I can wait. I’m one of the most patient people in the world according to all my friends. Well, in one regard I might be, but we’ll talk about that next time.
Sweet dreams Love …